Bored and Unmotivated

I spend most of my days trying to surround myself with other people, pick up as many hours at work as possible, and doing other chores that I feel need to be done. I absolutley hate being alone. The reason for this is that I have no real passions. I do a couple things for entertainment. For example I love to play baseketball, guitar and wiffleball. I only enjoy doing these things when I am with people. When I first came to college I thought my biggest problem would be finding something I would want to do with the rest of my life. I no longer fear this because most of the adults I have talked to hate their job. I have come to the conclusion that no matter what job I choose, I will eventually grow to hate my job. Since a job that I will enjoy is not a goal for me I decided that my number one goal would be to have a family. This way no matter what job I end up with is not important. The only thing that matters that it can support my familiy. That being said who would want to marry a guy who has no passions for anything other than having a wife. After a short time with living with me my wife will probably be very bored with our conversations. This will most likely lead to divorce, so now I have been trying all sorts of new things to do while I am alone. Does anyone else find leisure hours the least enjoyable part of their week?